what a drag...

I'm telling you, in any way, sitting for SPM or getting the results for SPM is a curse. A bloody curse i tell you...i'm developing insomnia from it...I was up the WHOLE night/morning yesterday, er.....today...thinking about it. Heck, i'm so into it, i dreamt about getting my results. Thank You for all the vegetables on earth it was JUST a DREAM!!!

I was at school (of course) and my friends and I were holding our results in an envelope. Sometimes you really wonder why the feelings you had in dreams are so real. This time, i was as nervous as a cat stuck in a toilet bowl.

WOOHOO!!!! I saw so many As on the paper!

I was so happy!!! happy~happy~flying~grinning like an idiot.~~*

Till i glanced back at the paper, (a move i'm 200% sure EVERYBODY will take).

The As' disappeared!!! Oh hell....It turned in a bunch of Cs' and Ds'.....it was the worst kind of nightmare you could ever dreamt of!!! -playing with reality!!!!-

Of course i'm not betting on any stakes here...but i just know my results won't be all Cs' and Ds'!!!! Noooo waaaayyy i'm even accepting it.....There are like 5 more long days before the dreaded day...it may be doomsday for some, (like me...) , or the best day in their lives.

=.=.....all i know for sure.........I'm not gonna get any sleep either tonight. GREAT...

national service.....!!!!

Lucky me....as I'm the first one in my whole family of at least 100 people to get chosen. HOHOHO...really...add up all my cousins, aunts and uncles and you'll get one heck of a full house during the holidays. Not that i want to be chosen or anything...i just think it's....kinda good to experience it. I thought i was immune to being chosen as all my older siblings, cousins, etc etc wasn't IT. HA...imagine how baffled and excited i was when my friend helped me check on his phone whether I'm IT.

TAHNIAH!!


was the first word i saw. And then the rest was a blurrrrr.


And then from last year till now there was a rush of which batch I'm going to be in, which state, what date (Constant questioning from mom, even though my answer was always 'I don't know YET')

Just a few days ago, SZ tolong me check my status..i really really wanted to be placed in sarawak state, ya know...my hometown (sorta) and all...But well..it turned out to be....













PERAK!!!

Well,...can't choose now..(i can actually..just lazy la...)
Neng got selangor...T.T so lucky...can get to sit airplane...i want....*haiz*

I'm just gonna treat it as a 3 month vacation....with lots of other people that i won't know at first.
Now...I'm waiting for my little 'vampire' to finish her ns and tell me all about it!!!! Though I've already got some..ideas of how it's gonna be. Minus the murky water, strain to adept, strange bed, strange pillow, strange BEDSHEET, it may be fun after all.
















Not so...*scream like a baby*